The feeling of not being trusted by somebody else is so so not cold…I have been there before and the person told me it was not the place I mentioned. Why am I so care about what she said?
Take it as an experience and lesson. Do not be proud of the knowledge you know.
我们往往不能在当下明白神的计划，都得再过了一段的时间后，回想，才能看到神的恩典与祝福。拥有一个健康的身体，是神给的很大的祝福。我们应该常常抱着感恩的心。也许现在身体上有些不适，神要我们学习的就是依赖，相信，谦卑的来到他面前。
It is such a long Saturday, but I do have a great time during the training and dinner with friends. It is so amazing that I have this opportunity to attend this training, learning lots of stuff, meeting cool people and have different discussions with them. God is so wonderful and powerful. I wish I can serve my friends and relatives one day!
Finally, I have finished the last exam of this term. Kinda confident to get a low 1:1 or a high 2:1. I really have a high hope this time as previous exams have done not really good.
Now, got to work hard in my introduction and discussion. I have one day to finish the most difficult parts as the dateline is on Friday. I could not do it tonight because having last RML and I have to do. Got to put God as my priority.
Gambateh!
Galatians 1: 10
Am I now trying to win the approval of men, or of God? Or am I trying to please men? If I were still trying to please men, I would not be a servant of Christ.
Mark 10: 43-45
Instead, whoever wants to become great among you must be your servant, and whoever wants to be first must be slave of all. For even the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for many.
I was studying Mark 10 last week, and the above passage strike my heart strongly-being a servant of all, like what Jesus has done in the past. Today, I was reading my bible Galatians 1 strike my heart, which said serving people is not to please men. So I should not be afraid in doing God’s work, be bold because I am not winning the approval of men and I am not judging by them.
Right now, I am serving in Christian Union and international students in UCL. A reminder for myself be a faithful servant and focus in Jesus.
I cry easily recently during prayer. I think this is the only time when I reveal my truth self. Being so true in front of God. Knowing all my weakness, challenges which I could not overcome by myself. And you are there to comfort me, strengthen my heart, help me, lead me step by step.
Thank you, Father for your love. Without your love, I am nothing. Yes, nothing. I wish my friends know you and have you in their life. Having you is such a great blessing.
Hurray, I am free in God’s kingdom!
Finally, VOCE show has come to a conclusion. It was a great show last evening. Although I don’t know how many non-Christians were there, I believe God’s works were there and will continue in each of everyone who attended. The efforts that every single performers have put in will be blessed by God. All the tiredness, sore throat are worthy as serving God is the most enjoy work in this world. You never know how much blessing you got when you are doing it. There were lots of mistakes during the show, but our focus is in God. God will know how to deal with it. I did mistakes during my solo performance. I do feel nervous, guilty, but I know what is important is the heart. Don’t afraid of the judgment by people because the most important judgment comes from God. Praise the Lord for VOCE show and your name has been glorified and we will continue to glorify your name in our duty.
I wish now I have a lazy Sunday.I want a relax Sunday. But, no way. Life cannot be too relax now. Exams are coming up. Lots of things to memorise.
It has been tough weekend for me. I have been struggling to finish my lab report, yet till now I have not started with the discussion part. A roughly 2000 words to go. I have not start to write about ADHD. How am I going to connect perceptual load model studies to introduction of ADHD? I need more connection of ideas, not bits and pieces.
I still have a seminar essay to complete before tonight. I have not memorise the lyrics (two songs) for the show on Friday.
Ahh….I don’t want to study!!!
You just could not imagine what happened to me recently. I feel like my brain does not belong to me since last week. Waking up a day could not stand up (i.e. kept on falling down) to turn off the alarm, lost my oyster card on Sunday. And today, I lost my phone. It seems to me that I have been really clumsy, careless…Thanks, God. Someone found my phone and took it to the Psychology general office.
To be honest, I am really tired with my life now. Busy with rehearsal for next Friday big show; Busy with lab report and seminar for next Mon and Thurs. The week after next week will be busy with exam on Wed and lab report on Fri.
I want and need some rest…
SOMEONE STOLE MY OYSTER CARD WITH 16 POUNDS INSIDE IT…
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh……
I am so so sad now. I am not sure whether it was stolen or I lost it. It could be I lost it. I was on the bus and I searched around the place where I sat and I didn’t dropped it at all.
I need this issue to be taken out from my mind now as I need to concentrate in my exams.
Help me!!!!
